This is my first blog, so please be patient with me. Let's begin by telling you a bit about myself. As you can tell by the sub title, I am from Houston Texas. I am a 40 y/o white male who has been widowed since January 2002. I work in the medical field and get paid a decent salery. I have two sons that live with me. One is 20, and the other just turned 18. I think they want to still live with me because they worry about me. Maybe they think I will blow my brains out or something. Sometimes...