Thought, rants, and general complaints aka "My LIfe"

Here in Houston Texas

Published on July 6, 2004 By BrianInHouston In Welcome

This is my first blog, so please be patient with me. Let's begin by telling you a bit about myself. As you can tell by the sub title, I am from Houston Texas. I am a 40 y/o white male who has been widowed since January 2002. I work in the medical field and get paid a decent salery. I have two sons that live with me. One is 20, and the other just turned 18.
I think they want to still live with me because they worry about me. Maybe they think I will blow my brains out or something. Sometimes I feel they may be right, but thats a whole other ballgame I suppose. To be honest, I really do feel that way sometimes, but I know I could never do that to my sons. They have already lost their mother, they don't need to lose a father. It's just that life can be hell sometimes. I can work 60 to 80 hours a week, and still it seems I fall behind on my bills, or some other stupid shit pops up that eats my money. Thats one of the things that depresses me, among many other things.
Speaking of depressed...I am "slight" case of manic depression. I also have been diagnosed being a sex addict. It seems both of those things go hand in hand with me. I find that when depression sets in, the sex antics occur. I have been dating a wonderful, and beautiful young lady for 16 months now, and have kept the sex thing pretty much in line. Though now that things are getting shakey between she and I, I worry that I might start to go a little wild and go out and stick something somewhere it doesn't belong.
Well thats it for now. I will try to update this every so often as time allows. Of course I encourage and welcoome any comments, as long as you don't get too mean.

If you do, I will just up my dosage on my medication.

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